I'm freaking out. I feel as though I do this a lot lately, but I'm seriously freaking out.
I am the type of person that has schedules planned, planners filled out, homework done early, appointments scheduled, just everything ready to go and done before needed. Right now, all I can think about is how I'm getting my homework done like the night before, how I don't know where I'm going to live next year, and hell, if I'm even going to be in school next semester.
If I don't make it into the college of education in 8 days, I will have to drop out for a semester. I refuse to change my major and I don't want to pay money I DON'T have to take bullshit classes that I won't ever use for a semester.
I need a place to live next semester. My two best friends at whitewater are leaving, one for a better school and one to study abroad to get a life experience. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean I know people that want to live with me, but it's seriously scaring the poop out of me.
On top of all of my necessary stressing, I"M SO SICK OF PEOPLE TELLING ME I"M A SHITTY HOUSE PRESIDENT. I am trying my freaking hardest people and if that isn't good enough for you, ask me to step down or leave. I am taking 18 credits, working 10 hours a week, I'm in two different orgs besides Alpha and I"m house president. I know that I took on too much, but shoot me. I'm trying to be a good sister and I'm trying to get a head start on my career and life. It's not my fault people can't clean up their shit after they have an event at a house they don't' even live at. The women of this house do not need to clean up after you time after time. That is not why they live there.
I am so sorry I ranted, but I'm going to be honest and tell you that I feel a lot better. Which is weird because I"m not even ranting to anyone.
This is why I like blogs so much. I rant about anything and everything and afterwards I feel 10 million times better.
ReplyDeleteAlso-You aren't a shitty house president. Your doing a GREAT job and don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise!!! Besides, it's not your job to clean up after others. That's not what house president's do.
If you drop out at semester, will you come visit me? In my apartmenttt!!
Don't worry about finding a place. Everything will work out in no time! Plus Ariah will be back at semester and I'll visit often :)